Loneliness

I am alone most of the time.  My husband died about 4 1/2 years ago.  Theoretically I am okay with being alone.  I am a strong, independent woman.  I don't need a man in my life to make me complete.

However...

I miss the shared times.  Someone to talk with.  Someone to do things with. Someone who is there and cares what is going on in my life.  Someone that I care what is going on in their live.

So, now my struggle is how do I meet someone?  Do I want to meet someone?  Do I try an online dating service?  Do I go to the singles class at my church? (That is how I met my husband 30 years ago.)

I just don't know and it has left me feeling very lost and very alone.  Most of the time I am okay, but right now I am lonely.